HATE THAT I LOVE YOU

After the moment I saw you

You interfere with everything in me

I hate the way you walked

I hate the way you talked

I hate the way you smiled

And I hate the way you laughed

I hate you

Hate when you didn’t approach me

Hate when you just can’t said “hye”

Hate the time we have to say good bye

Even if it’s only for a while

Hate when you didn’t looked at me

Hate when you didn’t smiled at me

Hate everything you do when you didn’t include me

Hate you so much until my words rhyme

I hate the fact that I just can’t hate you

Because hate you makes me hate myself

I hate the fact that I love you

Because the truth is I love you more than I love myself

hOw lOng can i stand??

Seems like misery really wOn't free me..
I need space,i need my happiness..
Guys,please dun take them frOm me..
I've been waiting fOr sO lOng fOr this happiness tO cOme back tO me..
But seems like,as i'm getting clOser tO it,i can feel the distance is watching tO grab them back..
HOw lOng shOuld i stay??
Please,he's the Only One i lOve the mOst..
He's the Only One that cOuld disturbing me freely..
I lOve him..i lOve him sO much..
Could u guys please..please give me a chance tO be freely with him..
YOu all gOt everything that i'm nOt..Whatelse dO u want??
NOw things gOt wOrst..
I dOn't knOw what will happen Next??
DO i have tO face this Once again??
Only GOd knOws..
My LOrd,hOld me..
Help me tO face the POssibility Of being alOne~Once again~Left Once again~..
Dear..i lOve yOu nO matter whO u are..

yOu're still the One..

lOoking deep intO yOur eyes,
nO better place tO hide..
when i'm scared and i'm weak,
yOu can help me befOre i bleed..
yOu can help me fOrget the pain,
that i feel deep inside..
let me shed these tears..
let me just be with yOu..
My One n Only..
i lOve yOu nO matter what yOu have dOne tO me..
nO matter hOw dear..

i lOve Him sO badly~~

Truthfully..
I lOve him..
I lOve him mOre than he will ever think..
But sOmething altered..
We used tO have sO much fun tOgether..
Yet, im lOosing him..
Im lOosing my One and Only lOve
The One whO said ‘I lOve yOu’..
But never meant it..
Just like everyOne else..
Just like iPOds~
Hearts are being played arOund the wOrld..
Just like mine..
SO I sit here..
My lOve..
Writing in my jOurnal..
Just Thinking..
Thinking hOw yOu wasted all thOse pages in my diary..
lOve yOu always..

..Lelaki,lihatlah dgn Mata hatimu..

Jangankan lelaki biasa,nabi pun terasa sunyi tanpa wanita..
Tanpa mereka, fikiran dan perasaan lelaki akan resah..
Masih mencari walau ada segalanya.
Apa yang tiada dalam syurga?
Namun adam tetap rindukan hawa.

Dijadikan wanita daripada tulang rusuk yang bengkok. Untuk diluruskan oleh lelaki. Tetapi seandainya lelaki itu sendiri tidak lurus, mana mungkin kayu yang bengkok menghasilkan bayang yang lurus.

Luruskanlah wanita dengan jalan yang ditunjuk oleh Allah, kerana mereka diciptakan sebegitu rupa oleh Allah. Didiklah mereka dengan panduan darinya.
Jangan cuba menjinakkan mereka dengan harta, kerana nantinya mereka
semakin liar.
Janganlah hiburkan mereka dengan kecantikan, kerana nantinya mereka
akan semakin derita.
Kenalkan mereka kepada Allah, zat yang kekal. Di situlah punca kekuatan
dunia.

Akal senipis rambutnya, tebalkanlah ia dengan ilmu.
Hati serapuh kaca, kuatkanlah ia dengan iman...
Perasaan selembut sutera, hiasilah ia dengan akhlak.

Suburkanlah ia kerana dari situlah nantinya...
Mereka akan lihat nilaian dan keadilan Rab...
Bisikkan ke telinga mereka bahawa kelembutan bukan suatu kelemahan..
Ia bukan diskriminasi Allah...sebaliknya di situlah kasih dan sayang
Allah...

Wanita yang lupa hakikat kejadiannya...
Pasti tidak akan terhibur, dan tidak akan menghiburkan...
Tanpa iman, ilmu dan akhlak..mereka tidak akan lurus...
Bahkan akan semakin membengkok...
Itulah hakikatnya andai wanita tidak kenal Rabbnya...
Bila wanita menjadi derhaka...pasti dunia lelaki akan menjadi huru
hara....

Lelaki pula janganlah mengharapkan ketaatan semata-mata...
Tapi binalah kepimpinan...
Pastikan sebelum wanita menuju ilahi, pimpinlah diri kepadanya...
Jinakkan diri kepada allah...
Nescaya akan jinaklah segala-galanya di bawah pimpinanmu...
Janganlah mengharapkan isteri semulia Fatimah Az-Zahra'
Seandainya dirimu tidak sehebat saidina Ali karamallahuwajhah..

~~aku suka petikan ini,izinkan aku mengabadikan ia d sini..thx!

ThanK GOd=)

Hari ni aku sgt hepi depi cOz Tuhan berikan aku kegembiraan yg aku lgsg x jangka..ThK God..sesungguhnya Tuhan Maha berkuasa..