Exam Is Just ArOund De cOrner but..

But..im SO nOt ready..
But..im sO lazy tO prepare..
But..im sO stress tO think abOut it..
But..i wanted it tO be extended fOr..like 1 mOnth maybe..hahah!
But..i wanna have sOme mOre rest..
But..i wanna enjOy2 dulu bha!
But..saya mmg seOrg yg malas utk study tapi suka dan sgt rajin berangan2 nak dpt pOinter killer yg super duper champiOn..isn't sOunds dumb2??uurrgghhh..
Bluek!!~~

THEM!!

shOuld i ignOre Or shOuld i keep thinking abOut it?damn laa..
xtau..blur..buntu..mcm2 hal..
maafla kwn2,esp my very best fren(u nOe whO u r..)..i knOw sgt stupida melakukan hal ini..and aku pun actually sudah terlalu letih bangat dOng..penat amat..fatigue tahap dewa..
kalau bOle aku nak lepaskan jauh2..buang jauh2..melupakan selama-lamanya..
aku mmg teringin kawan2..aku sememangnya x sanggup terus jadi macam ni..
and apa yang aku perlu is..sOkOngan yg mantap(cheh!) dari kalian2 semua..
ya,aku tau kamu semua x pernah jemu membantu n menyOkOng aku kan??terima kasih..
cuma yang silapnya aku sendiri..aku sendiri yang x kuat untuk melakukannya..
frOm nOw On,aku harap aku juga bOle kuat spt apa yg kalian inginkan..
Kpd diriku,buangla ia jauh2..ya Allah,beri aku kekuatan dan kesabaran..buat teman2 dan keluarga ku yang sentiasa d sisi ku,hanya Kau yang mampu membalas jasa baik mereka..

im sOrry 4 lOving yOu..

yaa..they might think dat m sO very Obsessed wif dis guy..

me myself dunnO hOw tO cOntrOl dis feelin n hOw tO drive Out all these things..

sumtyms i dO wanna giving up,but..

i lOve him man!!wOt can i dO..

GOd,please help me tO get him back..

Open his heart 4 me..i need him..

wOt shOuld i dO??

GOd,please3..help me..

HATE THAT I LOVE YOU

After the moment I saw you

You interfere with everything in me

I hate the way you walked

I hate the way you talked

I hate the way you smiled

And I hate the way you laughed

I hate you

Hate when you didn’t approach me

Hate when you just can’t said “hye”

Hate the time we have to say good bye

Even if it’s only for a while

Hate when you didn’t looked at me

Hate when you didn’t smiled at me

Hate everything you do when you didn’t include me

Hate you so much until my words rhyme

I hate the fact that I just can’t hate you

Because hate you makes me hate myself

I hate the fact that I love you

Because the truth is I love you more than I love myself

hOw lOng can i stand??

Seems like misery really wOn't free me..
I need space,i need my happiness..
Guys,please dun take them frOm me..
I've been waiting fOr sO lOng fOr this happiness tO cOme back tO me..
But seems like,as i'm getting clOser tO it,i can feel the distance is watching tO grab them back..
HOw lOng shOuld i stay??
Please,he's the Only One i lOve the mOst..
He's the Only One that cOuld disturbing me freely..
I lOve him..i lOve him sO much..
Could u guys please..please give me a chance tO be freely with him..
YOu all gOt everything that i'm nOt..Whatelse dO u want??
NOw things gOt wOrst..
I dOn't knOw what will happen Next??
DO i have tO face this Once again??
Only GOd knOws..
My LOrd,hOld me..
Help me tO face the POssibility Of being alOne~Once again~Left Once again~..
Dear..i lOve yOu nO matter whO u are..

yOu're still the One..

lOoking deep intO yOur eyes,
nO better place tO hide..
when i'm scared and i'm weak,
yOu can help me befOre i bleed..
yOu can help me fOrget the pain,
that i feel deep inside..
let me shed these tears..
let me just be with yOu..
My One n Only..
i lOve yOu nO matter what yOu have dOne tO me..
nO matter hOw dear..

i lOve Him sO badly~~

Truthfully..
I lOve him..
I lOve him mOre than he will ever think..
But sOmething altered..
We used tO have sO much fun tOgether..
Yet, im lOosing him..
Im lOosing my One and Only lOve
The One whO said ‘I lOve yOu’..
But never meant it..
Just like everyOne else..
Just like iPOds~
Hearts are being played arOund the wOrld..
Just like mine..
SO I sit here..
My lOve..
Writing in my jOurnal..
Just Thinking..
Thinking hOw yOu wasted all thOse pages in my diary..
lOve yOu always..