im sOrry 4 lOving yOu..

yaa..they might think dat m sO very Obsessed wif dis guy..

me myself dunnO hOw tO cOntrOl dis feelin n hOw tO drive Out all these things..

sumtyms i dO wanna giving up,but..

i lOve him man!!wOt can i dO..

GOd,please help me tO get him back..

Open his heart 4 me..i need him..

wOt shOuld i dO??

GOd,please3..help me..

HATE THAT I LOVE YOU

After the moment I saw you

You interfere with everything in me

I hate the way you walked

I hate the way you talked

I hate the way you smiled

And I hate the way you laughed

I hate you

Hate when you didn’t approach me

Hate when you just can’t said “hye”

Hate the time we have to say good bye

Even if it’s only for a while

Hate when you didn’t looked at me

Hate when you didn’t smiled at me

Hate everything you do when you didn’t include me

Hate you so much until my words rhyme

I hate the fact that I just can’t hate you

Because hate you makes me hate myself

I hate the fact that I love you

Because the truth is I love you more than I love myself

hOw lOng can i stand??

Seems like misery really wOn't free me..
I need space,i need my happiness..
Guys,please dun take them frOm me..
I've been waiting fOr sO lOng fOr this happiness tO cOme back tO me..
But seems like,as i'm getting clOser tO it,i can feel the distance is watching tO grab them back..
HOw lOng shOuld i stay??
Please,he's the Only One i lOve the mOst..
He's the Only One that cOuld disturbing me freely..
I lOve him..i lOve him sO much..
Could u guys please..please give me a chance tO be freely with him..
YOu all gOt everything that i'm nOt..Whatelse dO u want??
NOw things gOt wOrst..
I dOn't knOw what will happen Next??
DO i have tO face this Once again??
Only GOd knOws..
My LOrd,hOld me..
Help me tO face the POssibility Of being alOne~Once again~Left Once again~..
Dear..i lOve yOu nO matter whO u are..

yOu're still the One..

lOoking deep intO yOur eyes,
nO better place tO hide..
when i'm scared and i'm weak,
yOu can help me befOre i bleed..
yOu can help me fOrget the pain,
that i feel deep inside..
let me shed these tears..
let me just be with yOu..
My One n Only..
i lOve yOu nO matter what yOu have dOne tO me..
nO matter hOw dear..

i lOve Him sO badly~~

Truthfully..
I lOve him..
I lOve him mOre than he will ever think..
But sOmething altered..
We used tO have sO much fun tOgether..
Yet, im lOosing him..
Im lOosing my One and Only lOve
The One whO said ‘I lOve yOu’..
But never meant it..
Just like everyOne else..
Just like iPOds~
Hearts are being played arOund the wOrld..
Just like mine..
SO I sit here..
My lOve..
Writing in my jOurnal..
Just Thinking..
Thinking hOw yOu wasted all thOse pages in my diary..
lOve yOu always..

..Lelaki,lihatlah dgn Mata hatimu..

Jangankan lelaki biasa,nabi pun terasa sunyi tanpa wanita..
Tanpa mereka, fikiran dan perasaan lelaki akan resah..
Masih mencari walau ada segalanya.
Apa yang tiada dalam syurga?
Namun adam tetap rindukan hawa.

Dijadikan wanita daripada tulang rusuk yang bengkok. Untuk diluruskan oleh lelaki. Tetapi seandainya lelaki itu sendiri tidak lurus, mana mungkin kayu yang bengkok menghasilkan bayang yang lurus.

Luruskanlah wanita dengan jalan yang ditunjuk oleh Allah, kerana mereka diciptakan sebegitu rupa oleh Allah. Didiklah mereka dengan panduan darinya.
Jangan cuba menjinakkan mereka dengan harta, kerana nantinya mereka
semakin liar.
Janganlah hiburkan mereka dengan kecantikan, kerana nantinya mereka
akan semakin derita.
Kenalkan mereka kepada Allah, zat yang kekal. Di situlah punca kekuatan
dunia.

Akal senipis rambutnya, tebalkanlah ia dengan ilmu.
Hati serapuh kaca, kuatkanlah ia dengan iman...
Perasaan selembut sutera, hiasilah ia dengan akhlak.

Suburkanlah ia kerana dari situlah nantinya...
Mereka akan lihat nilaian dan keadilan Rab...
Bisikkan ke telinga mereka bahawa kelembutan bukan suatu kelemahan..
Ia bukan diskriminasi Allah...sebaliknya di situlah kasih dan sayang
Allah...

Wanita yang lupa hakikat kejadiannya...
Pasti tidak akan terhibur, dan tidak akan menghiburkan...
Tanpa iman, ilmu dan akhlak..mereka tidak akan lurus...
Bahkan akan semakin membengkok...
Itulah hakikatnya andai wanita tidak kenal Rabbnya...
Bila wanita menjadi derhaka...pasti dunia lelaki akan menjadi huru
hara....

Lelaki pula janganlah mengharapkan ketaatan semata-mata...
Tapi binalah kepimpinan...
Pastikan sebelum wanita menuju ilahi, pimpinlah diri kepadanya...
Jinakkan diri kepada allah...
Nescaya akan jinaklah segala-galanya di bawah pimpinanmu...
Janganlah mengharapkan isteri semulia Fatimah Az-Zahra'
Seandainya dirimu tidak sehebat saidina Ali karamallahuwajhah..

~~aku suka petikan ini,izinkan aku mengabadikan ia d sini..thx!

ThanK GOd=)

Hari ni aku sgt hepi depi cOz Tuhan berikan aku kegembiraan yg aku lgsg x jangka..ThK God..sesungguhnya Tuhan Maha berkuasa..

Cinta Mati?

aku suka kat sOrg mamat ni..dulu dia syOk dkt aku,tp bebaru ni dia syOk kat sOrg awek ni!aku trluka laa kan..pya la aku syOk dgn-dia-syOk dgn aku,tetibe ada anasir yg x d undang lgsg dtg m'ganggu..ntah la,aku tOrai la utk terima kenyataan kan..mgkn ni ujian dr Tuhan utk aku,nak uji sejauh mana n seikhlas mana ksh syg aku pd mamat x guna ni..(ahakz,trasa diri ini kejam sekali..)tapi,persOalannya skrg,sampai bila aku mampu+harus brtahan??
~aku syg dia
~aku cinta dia
~aku ingin dia
~aku butuh dia
..dlm hati aku cuma ada dia..
aku kOmpius sbnrnya..kompius dgn perasaan aku sndr yg sumtyms aku t'amatla x phm n x mengerti..bila mO tamat??aku da naik fed-up!!aku x mampu,aku btOl2 x mampu buang perasaan ni,aku da try Ok..aku btOl2 da usaha,but still..i can't..i can't..tulun laa aku..
aku mengharap pada nasib baik dan takdir yg baik jerw skg ni..brharap masi laa ada sinar-sinar yg berkerlipan wat cinta aku ni(duhh..rs cam nak Puke!)..
kawan2,cinta aku ikhlas~even aku tau aku x punya peluang yg cerah..but still,hati ini ingin dia..

KekaSih Yg x D anGgaP keKaSiH

ku mentari tapi tak menghangatkanmu

aku pelangi tak memberi warna di hidupmu

aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu

akulah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan

selalu itu yg kau ucapkan padakusebagai kekasih yg tak dianggap

aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah

menahan setiap amarah

aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu

aku lah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan

sebagai kekasih yg tak dianggap

aku hanya bisa mencoba bersabar

ku yakin kau kan berubah~~

~~sYg(bluek!!)..aku masi sYg paDamu..(nak trmuntah dgn ayat sndwi..LoL)

aku ka ini??

ish..aku pelik dgn diri aku sendiri kblkgn ni..aku rs cam bkn aku jerw..aneh..ntah laa..kenapa ka aku begini?begini ka aku??
aduss!aku memerlukan rht yg cukup..makan,minum,tidur,uang(wang ya bkn typing errOr)..semua aku ingin..aku sedang ingin..!!!
ptg tadi aku kuar beli barang bagus..baju,kasut..iya besa la pOmpuan kannn??
tapi xderw yg memikat d hati sanubari ku yg sepi ini..
aku nak rehat..jpa lagik..

Teh tarik kawkaw~

Layan teh tarik dkt AD ptg2 ceni best gak kan..

sambil2 tu bleh gak cuci2 mata ni..hahah!

Ehm,cuti ni mcm2 plak aku pikir..

serabut serabai..kalut..aduhh!!byknya nak buat!!

tulun la aku..tulun..aku tensen siOt nieyh!

tapi,da hidup mmg mcm ni kan?i have tO face jg laa..

well,ada OptiOns sbnrnya..cuma,me myself have tO b smart tO chOose which life i want tO live..

buruk juga ceta aku ni..apa2laa..im in da hell Of bOredOm!

P/s : da namanya teh tarik,fOnt pun ala2 kaler teh tarik la jugak ek..nyaman!!

KerAnA DaRk KniGht~

nO idea laa mO ckp apa..tp mOvie ni mmg 1st class la bagi aku..sgt 1st class..if its duratiOn added tO anOther 3 hOurs pun aku rasa aku x kisah..cOz mmg serOnOkla mOvie ni..tO my bestfren: Reina jgn takOt pd JOker,dia x mkn Org..dia psychO Org jerw..ahakz!! u knOw wOt we've been thrOugh tO watch dis psychOtic mOvie=)..

bOring!!

nO idea..
im gettin sO Blur!

UNiNtEnDeD-MusE

You could be my unintended Choice

to live my life extended

You could be the one I'll always love

You could be the one who listens to

My deepest inquisitions

You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken

pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged All

my dreams and all my balance

She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended Choice

to live my life extended

You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken

pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can

But I'm busy mending broken

pieces of the life I had before

Before you...

.................................................................................

whenever i see u,i prOmise i'll never let yOu gO..

i wuv yOu..nO One cud replace yOu..

yOu need me like i needed yOu..

yOu can't live w/Out me..sO dO i..